becky

2008-08-08T23:42:00.003+08:00

Choe's probably already on the plane to Bangkok. Gonna miss her man. If she doesn't bring me something back, I'm gonna tell her I didn't miss her! heh heh :)

Just got back from a draggy dinner. the parents were too emgrossed in their boob mah jong game that they didn't realise that boy and I were falling asleep. stupid. and we were watching the olympics opening ceremony the ENTIRE NIGHT. almost died. And I hate people who run around the house shouting really loudly like its just them there. There were 2 such people tonight. I died.

I didn't even get to do any homework tonight. I guess the least I can do is read the cheng yu book that lao shi asked us to read. Tmr I gotta chong to finish all my homework. all my math homework: Mum's and school's. and chinese jian bao. ah ya, gotta do all of that before going to church. And I MUST be get to cell on time tmr for ben and for God :)

Nighty night

2008-08-01T21:01:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to the 3-year-old ah kong: Chuck the guinea pig :) He is the one who kept me company in my loneliest time and never fails to look cute :)

Alright, the week is finally over. But there isn't much difference from weekdays and weekends. Just that there's no school, but the work is still there. Sometimes even more than expected. But this weekend is rather exciting. gonna try out a new chinese tuition with choe and ben on sunday. I haven't told my other lao shi that i'm 2-timing her yet. She's been with me since primary 4. I don't know how to tell her she's fired. It's not that I don't like her, rather she's become quite uneffective. Dunno lah, see how. Very tired. Haven't been sleeping well. Bad dreams, inability to fall asleep. I hope this weekend, I'll get a chance to catch up on sleep and work. Balance in life is good for me. For this weekend, I have tuition, CHURCH :), study time and tuition. Cool man, can't wait to embark on my weekend :)

2008-07-28T21:06:00.004+08:00

I want this, I want this over and over again. I wanna experience God like I did that night again. I wanna have fun with my band like I did, all the time. I want all of that and man, I would live a great life.

2008-07-27T18:41:00.002+08:00

Been a long time, been a long time.

At a lost of words now. Don't really know what to say. Very tired. Just very tired of all of this. I need you God. I need you to fill me again. It's effortless with you, but death without you. I just wished more poeple knew that. I miss the band, I miss jamming for you. I wanna replay love mg week over and over and over again. Too bad there isn't a rewind button in life. In stupid stupid life.

2008-01-11T19:17:00.001+08:00

Hahah omg, I managed to get in (:
HAHAHAHAHA.

2007-12-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO! Just an update of whats going on with me:

Friday: Jess and Becks came over to play the WII with me! :)
Saturday: Went out lunch with Fi and Secretary! :) Cousins came over! :)

too lazy to post up pictures tonight, will do it tomorrow, I hope. Hahahaha! But let me leave you with this message first:

Fi: (looks at herself in the mirror) Hi Fi..........
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2007-12-28T09:17:00.000+08:00

Hellooooo. Oh my, christmas is over. Schools is gonna start soon. Damn. Mm, I'm too lazy to post up the pictures of my trip. There are too many! Sorry fi :( I'll just show you the pictures when I see you. I'm at the dentist now. The clinic is really cool cos it has these computers that are free for everyone to use. yay! :) Okay, it's gonna be my turn to see the dentise soon. So I gotta go. Bye

2007-12-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hi! I'm back from Japan! :) It was pretty fun. Skiing was fun, definately. I'll put up my pictures tmr. Very tired tonight, even though there's only a 1 hour time difference in Japan. hahahaha :)

2007-12-12T10:47:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!

I'm going off to Japan today until the 23rd. I promise I'll get presents for you guys over there, cos I can't possibly come back on the 23rd and shop for 20 over presents over 2 days. haha, so get ready for japanese presents dudes! hahahahahaha. I'm gonna miss all of you guys: the 4 besties, the nutty gang, the churchies, Red Bull Renaults! even the bestfriends overseas! :( But I'll try to get hold of internet there and blog some more! :)

2007-12-11T23:42:00.000+08:00

Hi! I went out with the cousins, my aunt, my grandma, my mum and the siblings yesterday. Wua lao, it was damn fun :) We went to Vivocity to do our christmas shopping. My sis and I went real crazy in Esprit cos my aunt had a 50% discount on everything!! And mum made me buy alot of turtle necks cos WE'RE GOING TO JAPAN TOMORROW and it's winter time. Our shopping trips as a family never fail to be fun. 1 thing I've discovered: my cousin Elias looks super skinny, but he can practically eat a cow for 1 meal. After shopping, everyone came back to my house cos Elliot and I had to practice our baking again before I go off cos that would have been our last time baking the desert for chirstmas, before making the desert for christmas!! We baked the same thing as we baked the last time. But this time, we used THE GREAT cake mixer. It really helped, alot. Anyway, take a look at the process :)

This is 6 eggs whipped with the cake mixer. Doesn't even look like eggs right??

Our cream :) We added in sugar and vanilla essence to make it taste sweeter

Our cake looked really good in the oven

But when we cut it into half, we realised the center wasn't cooked, same as the last time

So we decided to make it into a donut cake :)

Ta Da! I forgot to take a picture of the cake after I put the top and the bottom together, so just try to picture it :)

2007-12-08T21:50:00.000+08:00

"It is the fear of what people think of us that makes living life so difficult".

Michael Dorisque

How far do you agree with this statement? I think this statement says it all, I totally agree.

Now let me ask you again, how far do you agree with this statement and with my opinion? Are you just gonna agree with it cos I agree with it, or are you gonna take your own stand and think differently, not caring what people think of you?

2007-12-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

Below are the pictures we took at the choir concert! enjoy :)

Went out with Claudi today! hahahahahahaha. As usual, we had so much fun. We talked like alot to catch up with each other during lunch at din dai fung. And then! We went to go watch Enchanted. Omg, she talks super loudly ah. She uses her normal voice to talk to me during the movie. Wua lao. And she's super afraid of pigeons, and animals in general. So whenever the animals come out, se'll be like " yuck yuck! OMG! omg!" super noisy. She also kept saying the show was gay. I don't even know what she means by that. haha, but we had lots of fun. I hope you like my card claudi! You're gonna turn 14 in a couple of hours time! :) Then you can be officially welcomed into the "cool 14-year-ld club" :) hahahahaha. Love you!

ah ya, training tmr. damn.

2007-12-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

2007-12-03T23:11:00.001+08:00

Choir Concert. It was okay lah. Went with jessand becks. Jess bought a ticket for me, without telling me. This was how she told me:

Jess: butt, do you wanna go for the choir concert this monday night??

Becky: eh, I'm not really into choirs.

Jess: ohh. But you have to go! I already bought you a ticket :)

Becky: You what??!

Jess: I bought you a ticket.

Becky: without telling me??

Jess: yeah! okay, I'll see you at training on monday then! Love you butt! :)

Becky: eh, uh huh...

So thats how I ended up at the choir concert. I don't really know any choir people though. I think we laughed more about random stuff rather than watch the pereformance. Becks was really high tonight. Okay, the factors that lead us to Laughing Heaven

We saw our blur blur senior with this whole PACK OF BOYS!
I gave the camera to Jess. Note to self: never do that again
One of the conductors was a geek
We were just being weird and excited

I'll post up pictures another time. My com is being very laggy now. Sorry jess :( ah ya, you never update your blog lah becks. I shall not apologize to you. I'm going out with claudi tmr to celebrate her birthday! :) so exciting! There will be more pictures to post up. Yay! Okay, I'm tired. Night Night

2007-11-30T21:19:00.000+08:00

SOFTBALL CAMP!
gosh it was tiringly fun. On the 1st day, we had like 8 hours of training. ugh. But we survived, at least I think we did. That night I had a fever, which bothered me throughout the night until the next day. I still trained though. Mum would kill me if she found out, which she did. And my prediction came true. She scolded me for staying at camp. Thank goodness she's out for dinner now. But then she's gonna come back and scold me later. Technically Miss Chua didn't allow me to go home. How do I know? She said to to my face. Quote: "ei becky! You better not go home today ah! Miss your mummy is it? Ah ya, just stay in school and rest lah!" And then again, just before she left that afternoon, quote: " Okay becky you rest well ah. CANNOT GO HOME!" Damn. Now I have a really bad coughy sore throat. I can practically hack out my lungs. Camp was really fun though. I don't think it could ever NOT be fun. haha, our retardedness exceeds our laughing limit. *ahem, shiqi*ahem ahem, Isabel*
We had a game today. We won :) I played outfield, I always wanted to stay out there. I hope this is my chance to stay out there. I wouls show you some pictures of camp, but I didn't bring my camera to camp. My seniors brought cameras though! But they don't have blogs or xangas. Oh well, you just have to join softball next year and come to camp to see what it's like. HA!
Sorry for my weirdness today. Panadol and honey crap ,thats supposedly suppose to help my throat, but is making me feel even more ticklish, is having a negative impact on me. I shall stop blabbering now. oh yes, DON'T HACK INTO MY ACCOUNT JESSICA LIM! Or I'll box your boobs out. Ah, I love the way capital letters can express your feelings without having to move anything but your fingers.

HELLO BUTT

2007-11-27T18:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO BUTT :D
I still haven't figured out your password yet, but anyway I'm going to post since I have the chance to. And you have an obligation to tell me your password cos 1) I told you mine, and 2) I helped you align your links, archives and credits to the right.

There's camp tomorrow, you'd better packity pack :D

Glad you had fun laughing at all my spastic/retarded photos of totally random and crazy things. Like things you must NEVER tell anyone else about. Hah. And I'm so glad you came today, you crazy Beckside.

Okay, bye Butt.

:D

Love you truckloads,
EDISTRAF

God bless you, bestie.

The streetlights they'll guide me to the stars

2007-11-25T14:12:00.000+08:00

Came back from camp last night. Mm, the kids were okay I guess. I can't complain about mine cos Yan, Grace and Vanessa had it much worse. Yan had fat noisy cry baby girls. Vanessa had 4 "clingy" girls. Grace had it worst, 2 noisy little energetic boys who run all over the place and never listen to you. 1 of them is Korean. so he can only speak Korean and chinese. Goodness. Don't really feel like telling you the rest, maybe some other time

2007-11-21T17:34:00.000+08:00

hello! Training was fun today. Well, just the water bombs part. It's suppose to be some sorta drill, but we always end up playing. Today's one was extra dirty and muddy. People started pouring water and throwing mud *ahem* jessica lim *ahem ahem* liang shiqi. But it was fun. Good team bonding session. Wanning and choe came to visit while we were in the middle of our water bomb fight. I gave Wanning my best "wet and muddy" hug :)

Okay, so I'm going off for camp again tmr. Wish me luck that I'll survive this one. It's with little kids, and I'm taking care of them. Hmm. Please tag when you come, it's not nice to come back to an empty tagboard :(

2007-11-20T12:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI!!! :)

Love you shi! even though you always laugh and laugh at me... and make me laugh and laugh at you. hahaha! you rock my socks you nut head! :)

2007-11-20T11:30:00.000+08:00

ah! I must tell you about my sunday and saturday! :)

Sunday
I went out for lunch with di, maan and ben. It was so much fun! We went to "toast". yum yum di dum dum! The food there was really good. especially their avocado chicken caeser wrap :) maan and I had one each. and we shared their coolio mushroom soup. di kept scolding us for not having their avocado bacon sandwich. haha, so she made ben buy it, BY FORCE!
Then neoprints! HAHAHAHAHA! diane fell of the seat in the neoprint booth, so funny! our decorations are retarded. I will post then up as soon as I get it and take a picture of it :) Then ben and maan had to leave :( so it was just me and di.
Guess what we watched? BRATZ! hahaha. It was actually pretty good. The storyline revovled around real life stuff and things teenagers are going through. So let me advise you guys to watch "Bratz" even though it sounds like the most bimbo "est" show ever. The cinema where we were gonna watch it was really high up in cine. like level 9? I never knew they had such a level until then. It's like the level for all the computer and xbox addicts. hahahaha, so many weirdos there.
After the movie, di and I flopped around a bit then we went to Raffles City, where she was suppose to show me this really cool skin care shop. When you read the contents of the facial thing, it sounds like a spread you put on bread or crackers. But actually, you put it on your face. haha. funny funny.
Di invited me to her house after that cos she wanted me to try the pomegranate that she had. She really loves fruits and yogurt. She just ate and ate and ate. goodness. haha, but then I had to go for dinner with the family. It was my grandparents birthday. cousin Lyn and I had a catching up session. haha, talking about weird boys and ugly girls was so much fun :)

Monday
I had training then dental. Then I went to mabel's house! (hahahahahahahahaha). We wer suppose to do homework, but heh heh, we got a little distracted. In the end, we didn't really do much. we just ate and ate and ate. bagels, chips, cereal. haha. and we watched the Ellen Degeneres show. HAHAHA! fun fun fun :)

2007-11-17T18:49:00.000+08:00

LTC camp: I loved my group, they were really the best. I don't even care that we didn't win or the fact that we got a "black dot", everybody was working so well together. I am especially proud of the quieter ones who voiced out what they wanted to say. It was really good :)
To pay off for all our hard work, we were awarded with doing sec 1 orientation camp next year :) We only have about a month plus to prepare for this. But you know what, I think we can pull this off. Our group has such a good mix of all kinds of people, I have 100% confidence in this team :)

RED BULL RENAULTS ALL THE WAY!

2007-11-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

mm, training wasn't quite good today. it was slack and wet and draggy. gosh.
I'm going back to camp again tmr. so as usual, my tagboard is open to all your lovely msgs. wish me luck that I'll survive this next camp. It's until saturday, which means I can miss tuition....... Thats the only good thing I can see in this so far. I'm sure camp will be fun, but I'm just too tired.

2007-11-13T15:40:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody! I just broke camp. I'm so tired. I don't know how I'm gonna carry on for LTC camp on thursday. But I must! It's part of my leadership training to endure both mental and physical challenges. ah ya, training tmr. But jess says that it's really fun now, I guess I won't die if I go.

So, camp. It was really fun. In those 2 days, I think that I bonded really well with my group, even though there were only 5 of us. because a certain Grace Cheah and Jean Heng did not attend! But nevertheless, I thought it was pretty good. The 1st day was hectic. of course, we had our proper classes for leadership training. The rest the day was games! Unfortunately, my group didn't win, at all. I was quite down at first, but I then I remembered that "How's a person suppose to learn how to do it right without making mistakes?" That cheered me up a little.

Overall, the food was pretty good. But the dinner that night was the best! There was rice, sweet and sour fish, duck (I don't eat it, but I thought it was chicken. so I ate it), egg and veg. There was more, but I can't remember. It was really good lah, I went for about 4 helpings of everything. That was how hungry I was.

Thats as much as I'm willing to type because I'm lazy and I wanna sleep. I didn't sleep very well that night in camp. I'll tell you more when I feel like it.

"Your ability will get you to the top, but your character is what will keep you there".

"If your character is flawed, it is dificult to be successful".

Stephen Covey

God equipped the called, he did not call the equipped".

Mrs Yap

"God uses ordinary people to do exrrodinary things. If he ueses extrodinary people to do extrodinary things, it won't be extrodinary anymore".

Kat Kwan

2007-11-11T15:54:00.000+08:00

church was fun today. but all of us are frantically preparing for Junior VBC. especially me. ah ya. I'm off for camp tmr :( gonna be gone for practically the entire week. so, my tagboard is open to all your lovely msgs :)

grace, erika, vanessa and I shared this lagsana

oh yes!! don't you think this...
looks like this?? hahahahahaha

2007-11-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

Shan Day

Shan came over today :) It was so much fun! but sorry sorry jess and beckside. I promise I'll make up for this :)
Shan and I did my 500 piece jigsaw puzzle :) We must admit, it was pretty hard. We tried our best, but.... hahahaha. Iman is still our hero. We ate alot during the process of doing the jigsaw. haha, shan shan shan. But the food kept us awake and excited!!
THEN! pool. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! we both suck, like really bad. we jsut any how agah agah aim and we got it in. haha, thanks for getting me 3 of my balls in shan :) haha. I now have a phobia of people shouting when I'm just about to hit the ball thanks to shan.
Lastly, shan suggested swimming, so okay lor. haha. MY POOL IS DISGUSTING! It's filled with dead milipedes. I think it's the milipede season. hmm, oh well. we felt really grossed out swimming so we got out, fast.
Shan has all the pictures, so I'll post them up when I get them :)

"A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway".

Fr. Jerome Cummings

2007-11-08T20:15:00.000+08:00

Today wasn't eventful. 2 of my plans became none. Feeling really down for a whole day doesn't do you much good. I think it was cos I was kinda lonely. I was home, everybody was out, nobody came. next week is not gonna make this any better. It occupies my time? but doesn't make me feel accomplished cos the camps are not included on my list of things to do.... mmmm, how how how

"Before you finish a task, you feel empty. When you do finish it, you'll still feel empty".
Dagnamous Gorges

2007-11-08T17:22:00.000+08:00

I finally got down to changing my blogskin :)

but I don't think I did a good job.

mmm, damn.

charlotte!! I need your help :(

the retarded side stuff is cutting into my posts.

and they won't align right

Note to self: change colour of tagboard to suit new skin.

2007-11-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

stardust was pretty good today. but what made it good was watching it with Shan, Iman and Leeks :) we went to vivo. we had lots of fun together today. but leeks had to leave right after the movie. the 3 of us just shopped around a little. thanks for my blouse guys :)

then it was back to orchard. we went to the Marriot to find my camera..... WE FOUND IT! they kept it for me! I'm so happy I found it. I thought I had lost it forever!

the guys came over after just to hang out. we did a... hahahaha. jigsaw puzzle. Iman was actually pretty good at it! haha, she really enjoyed it. we all enjoyed ourselves overall :) love you guys! can't wait to spend time together again :)

2007-11-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

Baking Day

Cousin elliot came over on Friday to bake with me :) we were hoping to bake a really nice cake or pie. we found a nice recipe for a cake? but I guess we must had messed up some where for it to turn out the way it did. hahahahaha. mum says that it was cos we didn't use an electronic whisk to whisk our eggs. but we don't have one? hahahahahaha. it was disaapointing. but the baking was so much fun.

okay, so we started off with the retarded eggs. see how HARD elliot is trying to whisk it until it becomes "thick and pale"?
so we gave up and continued with other things, like flour,
and cream
but we had to go back to the eggs eventually. see how fast I'M whisking it?
then I did all the washing up. elliot on the other hand, was smearing left over mix and whipped cream on my hands. it was the best.....
our lovely sponge cake baking in the oven :)

but it turned out badly. after we cut it into half, we realised that the middle wasn't cooked properly. we baked each side for another 15 minutes or so in 5 sets of 3 minutes cos we were afraid to burn it. elliot was really depressed about out uncooked cake

when it FINALLY finished baking, we could put on our jam and cream!! :)
TADA!!!!
:)

2007-11-04T22:43:00.001+08:00

ah, I'm so sorry. been really busy these past few days. have't been able to blog. but here's an update!

Friday: cuz elliot came over to bake! :) disaster sturck

Saturday: went out with church friends :) then they stayed over

Sunday: meeting for Juior VBC. so much craft to do...

played tennis at daniel's house. eh, I suck.

thats it so far. I don't think I've missed anyting out. but if I have, I will repost :) I promise that I'll post properly and get the pictures up SOON! please be patient with Rebecca. she's is great suffering of and overload now. thank you for your kind cooperation.

2007-11-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

OVERLOAD

Things I want to do

Finish jigsaw puzzle (500 pieces)
Read up on Global Scholar stuff ( I don't wanna go there knowing nothing?!)
Learn cantonese (more at least)
Learn french (I hope)
Finish up NYAA (National Youth Achievement Award)
Train very very very hard for softball competitions next year
Spring clean my room
Go back to learning piano again

Things I have to do

Practice a lot of math
Read finish both lit books for next year, plus an additional book
Do all chinese homework (its a lot)
Plan for prefect camp (I'm a group leader)
Attend 4 camps (prefect, LTC, softball, junior VBC)
Go and work at botanic gardens (4 times a week I think)
Go for Tuitions: chinese, math, english & lit( twice a week)

to top all of this off, I lost my camera. how smart am I? and I only realised that I lost it 4 days later. I don't even know where I lost it at. genius huh.

this is not the way I wanted to start or spend my holidays......

2007-10-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA! now I can see why its such a tourist attraction. I had so much fun there with fi, ee, claudi, charlotte and secretary! we did

cable car (helped claudi to conquer her fear!)
the looch!!
sky lift (helped claudi to conquer her fear!)
underwater world :)
SILSO BEACH
THE TRAPEZE for me :)
back to 2.
back to 3
back to 1.

okay, before that, we were at the top floor of vivo playing cards and MY MAGIC TRICK! unfortunately, i revealed my trick. I'm a bad magician.... it was fun fun fun all the way. OH YA! before all of this, i had lunch with claudi. we went to din dai fung. claudi had the peanut noodles and i had plain noodles with beef soup. yes yes, make fun of my peanut allergy all you want everybody. before and after lunch, claudi and I just flopped around orchard for a while then took MRT to vivo to meet everyone else :) oh yes, at the end of the whole day, i thought "what the heck, lets go play with water back at vivo". little did I know that it was a TRAP set by Fiona Leong. to cut the long story short, i got denched and caught a cold. 3 cheers for the ingenius Fiona.

okay! so this was our day! :) take a look:

2007-10-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

hahaha, retarded sign

HAHAHAHAHA!

we went to the under water world at Sentosa too :) haha, we're such kids. at least i was. the jellyfish were mesmerizing. hahahaha. and there were so many dorys!!!

2007-10-31T20:49:00.000+08:00

2007-10-31T20:42:00.000+08:00

so this was claudi's dare: she has to go into the SEA with ALL HER CLOTHES ON and get this plank of wood and bring it to shore for $20. she actually did it..... damn, i owe her money.

2007-10-31T20:39:00.001+08:00

me and the trapeze :) if you think that I look calm, YOU ARE GRAVELY MISTAKENED!

2007-10-31T20:32:00.000+08:00

did you notice that ee is in every picture here?

2007-10-31T19:58:00.000+08:00

we bought snapple :)
hehehehe! fi looks like she's gonna kill someone with my snapple bottle and charlotte.... hahaha
hahaha! claudi and her pig bag..
HAHAHAHAHA!

2007-10-27T18:04:00.000+08:00

today was spring cleaning day. It felt quite good to clean up my entire room of junk and crap. but in the process, i stumbled upon my "letter bag". Its my bag of letters from all my friends, especially Jessica Lim Siying, Likim Elizabeth Thoren Selby, Iman Kang Qian Ning, Sharlynn Ng Wen Yi and Claudia Koh Ee Wei. many many many. but the best card I ever got was from church :) (grace, yan, vanessa etc) it was DRAWN by grace. thanks guys :) I'm still in the midst of reading all my letters, but omg, i think im gonna start crying. I have the bestest friends anyone can wish for! I hope i'll never lose you guys. IF ANY OF YOU ARE READING THIS, YOU BETTER TAG!

bottom line is:

"you can't go around purchasing friends you bloody idiot! you have to earn their friendship".
Hugh Grant
"never let go of the friends you love, so much so, that you don't even let them go to the bathroom without you".
Emma Ferison

2007-10-25T16:10:00.000+08:00

Results suck like shit.
I don't know what to do with this lost and confused me.
Everything always turns out bad no matter how hard I try making it good.
I can just lay down and die and no one would care,
Cos i don't contribute to anything.

"She was clueless and sad, like a child alone on christmas eve".
Darrel Phillips

2007-10-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

went out with claudi and secretary today. we unseccessfully tried to find a suitable outfit for claudi to wear for the holtel thing tmr. hmmm, so I think all of us probably have to wear school u. damn. but we had fun anyway. we had pepper lunch for lunch today. it was really good and yummy. haha, we laughed at a lot of clothes today. hahahahahaha.

OH MY SKY!! today in school was so so so so so fun! the funfair wasn't that fun though. but we made it fun! we played dare or double dare. hehehehe claudi! jess! ee! me! our dares we're beyond funny. posing for a minute as an idiot, shouting the school pledge to the world, peeka-booing little kids. my goodness. then we went to play......... HIDE AND SEEK CATCHING!! hahahahahaha! fiona fiona, ee ee. but their "hiding places" were quite ingenius though. haha. I just wished I had some pictures :(

2007-10-21T21:42:00.000+08:00

hi :) went out with shan and maan today. we had lunch at fish and co. my goodness, maan finished an entire fish by herself (everybody gasp with shock). haha. we just shopped around for the rest of the day. although we were a little tired, it didn't really matter cos we had each other's company. shan made me try on all these dresses. and maan kept saying i look like im going to a picnic. haha, love you guys :)

we meerly started off like this.
look at us now baby!! haha :)

shan went a little nuts playing with leaves on the way back to her house. im not really sure why we decided to play with leaves? but it was fun anyway :)

2007-10-20T20:50:00.000+08:00

hi :) went out with secretary today. we didn't even plan to. we started off with some CIP at botanic gardens first. a little planting and digging then lunch at the food court there. then we went down to orchard and shopped, a lot. we had so much fun :) i finally got some more clothes. im so sorry that i couldn't help you get a cab today secretary :( you were the best today

the best part of outings is not what you're doing, its who you're with.

last night and the whole of today was really good for be cos claudi and secretary really helped to cheer me up. im thinking less abt my results although its still tucked inside my mind. but thanks guys :) i really needed it

2007-10-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

hi :) went to claudi's house last night after my "equal to death railway" training. my goodness. but i had lots of fun there with her cousin(chloe) and her sister(tricia). they are such cutie pies. we watched t.v and talked and played with tricia and chloe :)

this is chloe singing "happy birthday"
hehehe, tricia :)
claudi was trying to hide from my camera.....
but i caught her anyway :)tricia and claudi were constantly plotting against me :(

2007-10-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

I give up

I find no more purpose in aiming for high goals when I know i can never reach them.

I find no more purpose in studying when i never do well anyway.

I find no more purpose in even tryng anymore when nothing good ever happens.

It is true, things are easier said than done.

I don't know how to keep on going when i know this vicious cycle is gonna repeat itself no matter how hard I try.

Mum says that God will show himself to me in his time, she says his plans are to prosper me.

well i can't wait that long knowing that I already wasted away 14 years of my life.

how long more?

2007-10-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

"My entire life seems to be revovling around napping,television and lasagna".
Garfield
well, it was his look-alike in Garfield 2 who said this

2007-10-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

claudi tried to kill me today....

and ee tried to kill claudi!! hahaha, no lah. we're just playing with really sharp farming tools. no biggy. so today was CIP at botanic gardens again =) as usual, it was the best! we had a re- introduction to the Children's Garden again for claudi's brother and this friend. haha, they got lost in the maze. here are the photos! come and get them guys! =)

some funny seeds in a pod.

which we formed into this! digging and digging.

hehehehe! charlotte

hahahaha! charlotte charlotte

claudi and i!

"I'm gonna keep them in my pocket to that it'll smell like flowers in there".

claudia koh

we were talking abt seeds when she said this.

2007-10-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

oh yeah! i forgot! i had lunch with benavon and diane today :) we went to this Thai place down at 6th avenue. their phad thai was really really good. im definately gonna go back there again! :) and now im gonna watch Friday Night Lights! see you all soon.

2007-10-12T21:02:00.000+08:00

hi =) i finally got the pictures up. so the first half of yesterday, i was with ee, fi, charlotte, secretary and claudia. i didn't really buy much. no clothes at all actually. hai ya. and the time at each shop was quite limited. oh well. we had lunch at fish and co that day =)

then after that, i met up with shan, maan and nic! it was the best! they went for dental with me first, then we shopped a little. AND FINALLY HAD THE BESTEST DINNER EVER! we went to sushi teh. the food was sooooo good. we just ate and ate and ate. haha, i missed them so much! i didn't realise how much i missed them till yesterday. we must go out again soon! if you guys are reading this, do tag me! then after, the guys came over to my house. we played pool and ate mochi and watched America's Next Top Model! ah ya, overall it was the best =)

the 4 of us =) sitting on on the ROAD!! haha, but it was fun
hehehe!
hahaha!

2007-10-11T09:20:00.000+08:00

hi again! =) this morning and afternoon, im going out with... ahem: secretary, claudi, ee, fi, charlotte and su!!! woohoo! =) its gonna be so much fun! oh yes! i can't forget that i have dental today at 4.45! 4.45! must remember to go to dental. im gonna start my chirstmas shopping now. instead of rushing to get presents like last year. goodness.

and then tonight for dinner!!!!!!!!! im going out with bestie maan and shan =) haven't met up with them for ages. miss them A LOT! i hope we can spend more time together this holiday =) oh yes! tonight is sushi night! shan suggested sushi teh. haha, i can't wait for today to start!!!!!

2007-10-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

so today we went to claudi's house =) had lots of fun. even though the electricity was gone till 3 plus. ee claims we had more fun without the electricity than with it. haha, i don't know. so behind the newspaper is claudi, ee and tricia. they ganged up against me and hid behind the newspapers =(

this is the view from claudi's bedroom window. thats my dreamhouse over there. its a renovated shophouse with a freaking swimming pool above on the roof. how cool is that... im gonna make sure i earn a lot of money to buy a house like that =)

this is tricia! claudi's little sister. she's... 4? i think. but she's really cute!she loves stickers and chops. i gotmany many stickers and a chop on my hand for being a good girl. haha. the drawings above were also done by her. there are more pictures though! i got 1 =) she was the live wire of the day today =) haha

2007-10-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

okay! last sunday. i was meant to study lit, but i coulnd't focus. my mind was drifting and......... i just couldn't study. so we decided to play cards, card games. but we ended up making houses of cards. take a look

so there was marcus. slowly and steadily trying to build his house of cards
and me.
and grace, who as you can see, is the most accomplished out of the 3 of us.
marcus' one turned out like this.
mine was a little better
this one was the best, and to think that grace did this one. wow.

2007-10-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

I HAVE SURVIVED THE MUGGING EXAMS!! now down to the practice and read exams. i don't wanna talk abt it.... not abt my right answers or wrong answers. im just so happy that its over. unfortunately, i didn't have the mood to study when i came home today. so i practiced a little math, then i went running... unfit me went running. goodness, i didn't realise how much fat i've gained in the past couple of months.

anyway! then we had a family dinner tonight. went to this japanese buffet thing. the portions are tiny, but you can order alot and it will still be a fixed amount. it was sooooo good. i think i just ate away all my exercise... damn. but it was worth it.

"Friday Night Lights" is without a doubt the most drama series i've ever watched. its even worse than "One Tree Hill". actually, they both have the same amount of drama. my goodness! everybodys lives are all messed up in the show. yeesh! i don't wanna watch anymore. but i got caught in too deep already. I CAN'T GET OUT UNLESS I FINISH WATCHING THE WHOLE SERIES!!!

eeeeeee.... i have this stupid wedding to go to tmr. i don't even know the couple. apparently, the groom is my mummy's cousin or something. so i have to go. oh man, i hope i can still fit into my dress. yes, i have to wear a dress. laugh all you want while i cry out all i can. so uncomfortable, can't even cross your legs. bueh. after the wedding, jiejie's gonna go back to aussie =( noooooo... i have to spend my holidays at home by myself. no entertainment. oh well, at least there are still phone calls. and her long stay in singapore at he end of her term in December? i can't remember.

time to sleep now, will blog again after exams =) but no one really comes here anyway, so i guess it doesn't matter whether i blog or not

2007-09-21T19:53:00.000+08:00

jie jie is coming back tmr =) yay! i can't believe i bought her these converse shoes for $100 aussie. their laceless! which means it saves money on materials and therefore should cost less.... i don't know why they cost more. ergiubeifgbewogfegoegv. chuck helped me type that. oh ya! im gonna bring chuck to the airposrt to pick her up tmr night =) but i gotta leave him in the car cos they don't allow him into the terminal =( i hope she brings back krispy kremes for us! and i hope she'll come back and play drums in church and add life and her planet shakers touch to it =)

ah! hahahahaha. my art notes. this is my way of releasing my anger and pain of art. im so happy i never have to take art again!!!!!! ah hahaha!

2007-09-14T18:03:00.000+08:00

I'm a nut. i spent my birthday mugging for a lit test. you have no i idea how much i regret that my special day is over :( if going to dental is counted as a celebration, then i had a blast!

thanks for the company dudes =) charlotte, secretary and claudi
thanks for the ipod birthday card claudi =) okay lah okay lah, its the best. and the ipod is straight

2007-09-08T07:30:00.000+08:00

so, this is my trip to aussie. i think you should read from the bottom up. i forgot that i gotta do this from the latest to the earliest event in aussie. haha, sorry.

on wed, we spent the day at Mount Dandenong with jie and the kids. they skipped school that day =) hehehe
jie and i posing with the breath-taking view of melbourne
haha, vintage rubbish bins. we should have that in Singapore since we're always talking abt recycling. besides, we don't even have our own natural resources anyway.
i think this is the retro mode thats why we're brown. okay fine, im already brown in real life
the 3 dudes (from the left): nigel, lydia and claudia
we took the train ride from blah blah to blah blah. sorry,i can't remember. but it was fun =) senery was nice. you know people live there?
the whole gang
jies and my shadow taking the "spot light". haha, get it? nvm
im not sure what this means...
coolio smoolio shoes

ah!! the double coloured flower. just to pretty

that night, they put up a show for jie and I on our "birthday"

this is Stewart. so shy. he only let me carry him once before he wrigled away.

this is the best! nutella banana custard crepe. yum yum and our nutella cake

there was a bird house at the backyard. these are only some of the most common birds that come around. so you can imagine whats unusual.
the backyard.. with a TENNIS COURT. yeah, life is good.

2007-09-07T09:30:00.000+08:00

hi everyone! im back from australia down under! haha. the people there are so nice and friendly. and they make the best nutella cakes. heh heh heh. i guess it was fun, but i lost a lot of studying time cos i got distracted very often. damn. gotta make up for the lost time in 3 days. awesome. anyway, i'll post up pictures later. gotta start work NOW!

2007-08-25T15:06:00.000+08:00

Evelyn! one of the most touching movies I have watched. it is a heart-warming story of an Irish father who just wants his children back. Thought it has a simple plot, the emotions evoked in this movie is... is. ah ya! you just have to cry or not your a heartless evil person.

the story goes like this: there are the parents (desmond and stupid mother Doyle) and their 3 children (Maurice, Dermot and Evelyn Doyle). the day after Christmas, the mother of the Doyle family leaves them for another man. The father being an alcoholic and a temp obviously cannot provide well for the family. therefore the court ordered his children to be taken away from him and put into a Catholic church-run orphanage home until Mr Doyle can start earning a steady pay and show the court that he can raise his 3 children on his own. His 2 boys are sent to a boys orphanage and his daughter is sent to a girls orphanage.

while his children are gone, Mr Doyle tries his best to earn as much as he can by taking up multiple jobs aound the clock. with the help of his father (Henry Doyle), one of his jobs is at a bar as a singer and his father as an instrumentalist. after earning enough money to file a law suit, Desmond Doyle seek the help of a law firm to help him. Unfortunately, he failed at his 1st attempt in court and his children remained in their orpahanges. but Desmond did not give up in his pursuit of his children and pressed on with the results of success in the end! In 1 year, his children are returned to him and he had completed his family. that was how much he was willing to go for his pursuit of happiness.

this is the kind of movie that i would put down on my "must watch" list of movies. will you? =)

2007-08-24T15:25:00.000+08:00

another week of school has passed. i can't say it wasn't uneventful, cos it was. what with all the drama in class and all the evil bio vidoes we had to watch. gosh, how can call this uneventful.

the bio video was evil. cos abortions are evil things. and watching abortions are evil things.i just scared myself for life. we should protest against watching these videos. we're not matured enough yet! or at least i'm not.

anyway, end of years are coming. i'm freaking out! i keep on slacking off or get distracted by studying. and keep posting stuff up on my blog! ah! i really gotta stop. and chucky (guinea pig) distracts me too! thats where "the life of a guinea pig" came from. ah! i really have to find a way to focus. damn.

run outta friends too? join the club.

2007-08-19T16:55:00.000+08:00

hello hello! we had dinner at Orchard Hotel last night to celebrate my grandma's birthday. BUFFET!! all you can eat! you can never trust me with buffets, haha. food was really good, but the compan was annoying (aka: elliot lim). he went nuts with my camera. ah! but anyway, i have the pictures up. now you can see how much i suffered. yeesh.

self explanatory
ahem! gay *cough cough*
yeesh! i look lyk im not there!
mama! and her cake
mummy and I

elliot and his weirdness

don't ask about the sausage
HAHAHA!!!!

2007-08-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

This is the story of a guinea pig named Chuck and what his daily routine is =)

"i wanna get in!" he says
and finally i let him in
"i think i beter hide in my house before she takes me again." he says and runs into his house
but! i take off the roof of his house and he freaks out! he runs out, stones for a while then...
drinks some water,
eats some food,
and falls asleep (he woke up for a while when i took his picture)
after he wakes up and plays some computer =)
then goes back to sleep again =)

and there you go, the life of a guinea pig!

2007-08-11T16:26:00.000+08:00

2007-08-10T20:54:00.000+08:00

ahh. went to claudi's house today! well, we were suppose to be doing our project,
but we got a little distracted inbetween. heh heh heh. so we played around! just a little =)

2007-08-10T10:31:00.000+08:00

thank you to megan for letting me steal our family tree picture =)

2007-08-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

this is a reatrded test but here goes!

each player starts off by naming 10 weird habits or facts about themselves. then at the end off listing, you HAVE TO tag 6 other friends and they have to do the quiz too! no tagging back.

10 weird things about myself

I like to suck on chicken/pork/beef bones after i finish the meat
my skin is so dark, people mistake me for a malay girl
People say i eat like a monster
I have uncountable nicnames (becky, mei, becks, beckside, betsy, butt, buttside, peaches, reuben, beckbird, bobo, pang sai etc)
I sit like a trishaw puller no matter whereever i am especially when i'm eating or i'm bored.
I'm not afraid of catching lizards and beetles and frogs. (cockroaches is a no no)
I have diarrhea very very very often.
I LLOOOVVEE milo!!! I drink at least 1 packet a day
I have eaten chicken backside before. seriously
I love to bake! muffins, brownies, cakes, pies, everything basically =)

and I will be tagging

claudi =)
SECRETARY!
ee! =)
raveen!
yan!
vanessa and grace =)

2007-08-04T11:28:00.000+08:00

Life Paints a Picture

Everyone's life is a picture,

Painted by only one person,

Life itself.

The picture shows everything you're doing,

And everything you have done.

But sometimes, Life gets tired.

And doesn't want to paint a picture.

So, Life sends problems to stop you,

If you give up,

your picture is finished.

If you keep going,

so does your picture.

So the question is:

How soon do you want to see your picture?

Do you want to see it now?

When it could be so much more?

Or later, when there's so much more than before?

It's your choice,

I'll keep going.

By: Robin Baugus

it is your choice whether you want to wallow in self pity or keep on going

2007-08-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

i love my team! =) i think we have gone through the most together since last year! i love you guys so much! =) no matter how much we quarrel or fight, it doesn't matter cos i still love you guys!! =)

angie pants!
weeli weels!
jess-side!
heh heh, me (beck-side)
beck-side 2!

2007-07-31T20:20:00.000+08:00

hello! rejoice rejoice! we have won 3rd in the nationals! =) MGS has got 3rd! =) happy happy happy! okay, now our season is over and its time to focus on studies... beuh.
anyway, i think we (except jessica of course who was pitching lyk a pro today) did not fight as hard as we could. well, at least i didn't. but we won anyway, so thats good. but i'l=ve learnt not to depend just on my pitcher to help us win.
miss chua primary school boys are in the fianls! hurray for them! we're gonna watch them play their finals on friday, at turf city after school =) yay! i hope they win cos they're seriously super good. they can throw the distances that I can throw. can you imagine?
okay, now i have to go study for history.. icky poo =(

2007-07-22T16:05:00.000+08:00

beck-side before the concert! she's all excited for it and happily helping jess hold her shoe box as jess scrambles to find the persect pair of cinderella shoes to wear to impress the... ahem ahem there! =)
during the concert. an annoying guy's head was in my picture. bleh.
beck-side after the concert. she was really really sad when it ended =( or maybe she was stoning, i really can't tell by her facial expression. heh heh heh

2007-07-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

ah! what a lovely day! had school, had training and.... WENT TO THE NAN YANG BAND CONCERT!! appassionata 11. the cooliest smooliest bannd concert ever! jess' and beck-side's mum was conducting them. they played the best tunes lyk: pirates of the caribean, little mermaid and a mix of the 80's. it was really the best =) and i kept clapping lyk an insane person. hahaha. but how i got to the concert? i don't even know. lets recap

(before training)
becky: hey jess! are you going for BOB? (battle of the bands)
jess: oh no, im going for my mum's concert at Nan Yang. she's conducting
becky: oh coolio! can i go??
jess: um, okay i'll ask my mum.
becky: kay, i'll ask my mum too

(after training)
jess: BECKY! i got you a ticket! =)
becky: ah! you did? i haven't ask my mum yet!!
jess: okay then call her now!
becky: ah! okay okay!
(becky calls her mummy but she doesn't pick up....)
becky: my mum's not picking up!
jess: okay fine. angie do you wanna go?
angie: huh? to where? when?
jess: to a concert tonight.
angie: um, i don't know. gotta ask my dad.
jess: ah! waste more time!
becky: okay okay i'll go!
jess: huh?? okay okay. thanks anyway angie.
(becky and jess rush home to get ready. they call each other constantly to find out what to wear)
becky: ah! we finally made it. and on time =)

jess: yes yes, now enjoy the concert
becky: SO EXCITING! =)

2007-07-16T20:32:00.000+08:00

sighs... jiejie is back in Aussie again to start her new term. now, life is back to a simple

heart beat. with her there were heart attacks and blocked arteries. so much excitement! but

now, its just back to it's normal self: beating at a constant speed without sudden surprises.

but it's not the end of the world? chillax. still have school, softball, church. and all these

places have friends to keep you company. who knows, life may not have to be kept at a

uniformed and consistent heart beat after all!

2007-07-08T16:27:00.000+08:00

hi hi! church was so much fun today! after worship, we had a little of class. but it wasn't even really class. we were sharing our experiences from our mission trips and seeing lots and lots of INTERESTING pictures! heh heh heh.

AND THEN! cos my care group was selling breakfast, we got FREE WAFFLES!! ah! yummy yummy waffles. with choclate sauce and chocolate ice-cream! =) but we were still hungry, so we went to by some more food...

so we went to cold storage and got really interesting foods. unlike the usual ham and cup noodles, we got..... ravioli, tomato sauce and cocktail sausages! put them together and you get 1 heck of a good meal. i influenced the guys to get them. so we cooked the ravioli in a hot water bowl and the sausages in a hot water cup! haha. it was so simple, that the rest of the guys are gonna try making it too! haha. it turned out really really good. so we're gonna try something different every sunday =)

after we ate, we played bridge and snap. it was officially the most funniest time ever. in bridge, all of us didn't wanna be partnered with grace cos.. ahem, she's not very good with getting good cards. haha. and then in snap, instead of saying snap, we say "superkellyfudgealipstickexpielidocious snap!" hahahahahahahahaha! it was so scary playing it. haha. anyway, this has been one of the funnest days i've had in such a long time. its kinda fun having a break from work and training =)

2007-07-03T20:46:00.000+08:00

hi hi! oh man today was a heep of busy busy busy! with homework, tests, and oh yes! did i mention we won our game today? oops, i guess i forgot. so let me tell you now, WE WON!! lalalalala! woohoo!!! rejoice for us!! =) rejoice rejoice!!
i guess you can say this was an easy win, cos they kinda really suck. but nevertheless, all of us did all of our jobs WELL today! especially jess and angie. gosh, these 2 should really consider being softball pros for a living. so, as miss chua has said many many times, if everybody does their job, this is the kinda game that we wanna play all the time! =)
anyway! enough abt softball. i had a MATH TEST today. oh goodness gracious. i don't know what to say abt it. okay actually i do. it was easy at the first part, but then i went blank for quadratic graphs. heh heh. mummy's gonna be mad at me... uh oh. but i think i'll pass... i hope. =S heh heh

2007-06-25T19:15:00.000+08:00

oh man oh man! training, school, blogger all suck! i guess school will be school. but training can be different! but i just seem to be making my situation worse and worse cos the more i play, the worse i am. gosh! it really makes me wonder "am i cut out for softball? or am i just there for fun?" i don't even feel secure to play short stop cos im just pulling my team down with my lousy fielding and batting .
this stupid blogger is not any better either. first of all, i can't upload more than 5 pictures at a time. ???!!!! and now, i don't know why, but i can't even chose what font i want! the options reduced or something. something is VERY VERY VERY WRONG with blogger!
gosh, such a demoralising day. and i have piano praticing hovering over my head and a very improtant decision to make of whether to take a piano exam this year or not. and i have a history textbook waiting to be opened and revised for my test tmr. now i realised that i have to go for some freaking dinner and some persons house tmr night!! isn't my life just peachy?! and this week is nationals week already... great great great!
i know i don't usually post bad stuff but today's an exception. cos i don't have anyone to tell this to. i don't wanna hear thy're words of encouragement or they're words of telling me im in the wrong.

2007-06-19T19:27:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

hey there! please do take my test! i wanna see how well you guys know me =) please please please?? =)

2007-06-17T15:55:00.000+08:00

toby boy! he's such a big baby now! i was so happy to see him when i came back from camp =)

the "live near school" gang! =) we look sooo cool!

a lizard that i picked up. everybody was screaming at me so i had to put it down =(

ben and i at prefect camp! we were having a barbeque dinner at the beach!

the sec 2 prefects of MGS 2007! =)

2007-06-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

ok, SRCs (softball recreational carnival) are over. mg b-div are 2nd! woohoo! coach is pretty happy with them so everythings ok. all the games they played were all really great. everybody did their job. thats how we got this far, teamwork. then miss chua treated us to drinks cos we made it to the finals. the heat was unbearable today. hot hot hot. burning hot. the sun was being evil today. but we bore with it from 7 in the morning till 6 in the afternoon. oh yeah, the cleaners were cleaning out the mobile toilets in the early morning and the "breathe-taking" smell diffused throughout the padang and all of us almost died of suffocation. then jess threw up from the smell. now can you imagine how bad all that shit and pee stunk??
anyway, im finally home! resting and relaxing. well, sorta. im trying to read "merchant of venice". it's my li text and i don't even understand their profound way of writing. my aunt (also eng & lit tutor) said the language was very beautiful. oh gosh, i beg to differ. oh well. i shall continue reading and stop blogging cos i know im just trying to waste my time so i have to read less =) byebye

2007-06-06T12:03:00.000+08:00

us at the airport, getting ready to take our flight to thailand
the breathe taking view from my hotel window! =)
us at one of the villages teaching and playing with the kids there
the amount of medicines that we brought is so much more than this..

2007-06-06T11:54:00.000+08:00

eating chicken back-side! literally.. very yummy! but i had an over dose. heh heh
uncle see seng preaching the word in one of the churchs in sangklaburi
mummy and I at this super duper long bridge.
puppy dogs!! in one of the outdoor markets that we went to. very big, very hot. but the puppies are really cute! =)

2007-06-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

hey there!

just got back from mission trip =) it was really awesome and rewarding. the kids really apreciated our company. we offered medical and dental care to them. we went with 3 doctors (uncle junior, auntie pik onn and auntie huiling) and 1 dentist (uncle anthony). so we just played with the kids, gave out presents and health packs to them. oh, and we had to sing and dance, ugh. oh well, we did it for God so its ok. oh yes! and we have balloons too! =)

it felts really good doing something meaningful in my life but then their are those sad moments when you see patients that have cancer or HIV. which is what we saw. these 2 ladies had cancer and HIV respectively. of course we tries praying for them. we're hoping God will do a miracle in their lives =) but then there were also the happy healings! there was this man whose legs were so stiff, they were locked in a sitting position. so we prayed very hard for him and suddenly he started rotating his ankles! then his knees! then!!! he stood up from his chair. that was the most rewarding sight i could have ever asked for in that mission trip.

we travelled to 4 different villages and all were equally great! =) the people live such simple lives, even the smallest form of technology amazes them! and they're always smiling! it makes you feel so good too! then you smile! =) they were basically a bundle of fun.

food wise was pretty good. except for spicy foods. for those meals, i kinda starved. then i got gastric. haha, but its okay! i was better after that. but not everybody recovered as fast as i did. daniel had a really bad bulk of fever and diarrhea. but thank God it only hit him on the last day of our mission trip. but he missed out on all the shopping we did after that. =( lucky for him, we bought him stuff! =) and his mummy also missed out on shopping. but we got her stuff too! =) so everythings okay! =)

we arrived back in singapore on monday morning, late morning. i came home, unpacked briefly, had a light lunch and whooshed off to training! evil evil training. jessica lim si ying hit my with her stinkin pitch AGAIN! it really hurts. and i just found out that im sick. cough, sore throat and ear infection. don't ask me how i didn't know i was sick, cos i don't know.

there's soo much more to tell you! so i shall show you pictures! pictures speak a thousand words! so look carefully and you'll see it! =)

2007-05-26T11:21:00.000+08:00

then i made new friends! and caught up with my old friends! =) on the top left there's su and then pei. and on the bottom left there's klarrisa! she's my co-leader of our group. she's a real nut! haha. oh! she can speak french, german, malay and japanese! and of course english =) then there's angie and jess! my long time friends! =) i asked to be the co-co captain of the softball team! cos angie's captain and jess is obviously co-captain

2007-05-26T11:01:00.000+08:00

but things got better after a while. we had backyard cooking on the second day. it was pretty fun. the top left hand picture is the "basha" that my group constructed! =) cool isn't it? next to it is hsi en! *super duper cute* holding our sweet banana! which consist of banana and flour. very yummy! =) an below, kim is holding our jungle doughnut. don't know why its called that. doesn't even have a doughnut shape. oh well

2007-05-26T10:25:00.000+08:00

ok, i just came back from camp. it was basically terrible cos of my stupid trainer that keeps on picking on me cos im a leader and whatever. but friends wise, everything was great! =) food wise and toilet wise, oh gosh...
top picture on the left: my bedroom! =) i share it with 3 other girls. i think i was lucky to get that room. some of the other girls just had a slab of concrete to sleep on with many many other girls.
top picture on the right: believe it or not, thats my "shower". a filthy mossy cube of a room with a bucket as a water supplier. super!
bottom picture on the left: thats my peeing place. i think the 2 feet are funny! haha =)
bottom picture on the right: ah! the face of distress after taking the first look at our room! sau is remorsefully groaning. haha =)

2007-05-19T18:20:00.000+08:00

it was a fruitful week. no tests, not much homework. we had a game though. we thought this would be an easy win, but gosh were we wrong. first of all cos jess was in vietnam. and second cos the other team improved... ALOT! they had a new coach. oh well. we won anyway =)
training on wednesday and friday were fun. but friday was more fun cos jess was back =) we played rugby on wednesday. my senior esabelle was lyk a monster truck that goes around shouting "don't take my baby! don't take my baby!" when she's holding the ball. thank goodness she was in my team.
on thursday, we wanted to go pick jess up in the airport but almost all of us were busy so we didn't. but that night she called me! =) we talked for lyk and hour or so. we talked abt beck-side and the team and the game. but we all agreed not to tell her the score. so i made it seem lyk the game went really bad. the she said she was gonna msg the seniors!!!??? so i quickly msged them before she could =) heh heh heh. but then she went online and saw the score on one of the softies nickname. fumblebag. oh well =)
on friday, we played volley softball. im too lazy to explain, but we lost. so we had to piggy-back each other around the track. so since jess and i are the same size, we partnered. we kept making each other laugh so you can imagine how long we took to carry each other! i kept dragging her pants down and she surprised me with the weight she gained from her vietnam trip. then in the later part of training, she started singing this weird beyond weird song. its some GRACE KELLY thing by MIKA. oh goodness. i think thats self explanatry for those of you who know that song.
today, i missed CIP. damn. but it was quite a well-used day, except for the morning part and late afternoon. mummy brought me out for lunch at holland village, sushi tei. yummy yummy! then we went shopping there.

WE BOUGHT:

ben and jerry's ice-cream =)
new camera for me =)
codless phone for the house. finally! =)
some oil thing for her lamps.
a plastic plate (for camp nect week)
a 1.5 litre bottle (for camp too)
a can opener (i don't know why)
and lastly, my desert after lunch: ah bo leng! =)
some chilli from an otah store

oh yes, and camp next week. great! really looking forward to peeing in a hole and sleeping with the insects. it better be fun! and have good food.. oh and get this! our coach gave us physical "homework" to do at camp. isn't that just peachy!

2007-05-13T17:11:00.000+08:00

its mother's day today!! =) i got mummy a pretty looking purple flower! little bro made her breakfast and jiejie (in aussie) wrote her a song! =) are we awesome kids or what?? haha. anyway, today we were invited to a mother's day lunch at this hotel that serves a FRENCH BUFFET!! it was pretty yummy. except when it came to the deserts. that wasn't so yummy. haha, oh well. it was yummy overall so thats ok! haha. oh yay! cousins are coming over later! woohoo! halo 2 here we come! =)
anyway anyway! i think thats it for today. oh man! but i miss jess already! i saw her plane fly off this morning on the way to church. haiya, i thought i was gonna cry again! ahhh! oh well. but she's coming back soon! on thursday! =) you know, you never know how close you are to a person until you spend some time apart. can't wait till your back jess! =)

2007-05-11T21:07:00.000+08:00

VICTORY!! VICTORY! we bea Nan Hua today!! woohoo! 17 to 4! ah hahaha! in your face dudes! =) big thanks to all our coaches, supporters and of course, teammates!! good pitching today jess! good catching today angie! =) im so proud of you guys!! =) rejoice rejoice!! ah ya, i was so nervous before the game cos i had lao sai. i think it was from something bad i ate at th lang arts tea party. ugh. but thank goodness, i was fine during the game. phew!
then back in school, we had our usual pep talk. this pep talk was much more happier than our last one when we lost against Nan Yang. anyway, jess is going away this sunday to vietnam!! ahhh! then beck-side's gonna pitch!! i was so sad that jess was going i started crying. then i think that triggered everybody else to start crying. haha. it was sadly funny, or funnily sad. i don't know which one it is. but i think i was crying the most. haha.
Then we went to CAP for celebration dinner! unfortunately, the sec 1s couldn't make it, only beck-side could. but it was still fun anyway! we had dinner, when "shopping" at cold storage. hahaha. yeah. this is one of the best spent days i've had ever! =) l love you guys softies!! and we WILL win next week's game! even without jess...

2007-05-11T20:55:00.000+08:00

claudi and I at the tea party for lang arts! i'm bob cobbler and she's bill cobbler and we're from alabama! hahahahahaha =)
ooh! the "live near school" gang in softball! hahaha, but seriuosly, all of us really do live near school. haha
beck-side and beck-side. we're also known and becky 1 and becky 2. and also baby 1 and baby 2. haha
megan and I at CAP after our celebration dinner!!
jess and I outside cold storage (as you can see in our pic) after out celebration dinner!!

2007-05-07T21:54:00.000+08:00

the headless earthworm that i picked up at botanic gardens! poor thing though, with its lost head and everything
mirror image picture of me, secretary and ee!
ah! the BEAUTIFUL piece of woof i picked up and took home! muahahaha!
ah!! the lovely beyond lovely ice-cream that secretary's mum treated us to! =)
another mirror image photo...

2007-05-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. another long awaited weekend has arrived! hehehe! but as usual, i have another test to study for this weekend for next week. *fumblebag* oh well.
just got back my overall. oh man does it suck. it deproved!! deproved!! ugh. i was actually hoping to do well this term! cos i did pretty well for english and chem and geog but why? why did i do so badly??!! ITS COS OF HISTORY!! and my history teacher and her teaching! ugh. i failed it miserably. very miserably. i can't wait to drop it next year!
anyway! went to botanic gardens again for CIP this week. but this time it was just secretary, ee and me. we did a little more dirty work this time. lyk fertilising and weeding. but then of course Dr Chin took us to the children's garden to have a little fun! we just ran about everywhere to introduce ee to all the coolio places! lyk the playground and the treehouse and stuff lyk that. in botanic gardens, i caught an earthworm! hehe! it lost its head! so poor thing! =( i also caught a lizard! but then Dr Chin told me to let it go =( and ugh! i touched a dead tortise!! i thought it was alive, until i poked its shell... ugh. anyway, after all of that we went to secretary's mum's office to go slack for a while with BEN AND JERRY'S ICE-CREAM and LONGAN ICE-KACHANG!! woohoo!
and now im at home, posting a post when im suppose to be stuying geog!! ah!!

2007-05-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

jiejie introduced me to this! this is actually one of the more sensible test thats worth taking compared to.... nevermind. so go on! go take the test today! *i feel like im advertising some product. oh well*

You Are An INFJ

The Protector
You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.
You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

What's" Your Personality Type?

day with the softies! plus spiderman 3!!! =)

2007-05-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

lunch! at pasta mania! jess didn't want to be in the photo so she *pretended* to be the photgrapher! hahahahaha!
jess and me! =)
me, jess and shi
hehe! angie, me and wheels(weeli)
ok, wheels is just being weird here. she bought this giantic bedroom slipper and wore it as a cap. does that make any sense to you? i didn't think so.

2007-04-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

hey there! =)

finally! oh finally! our mid-years are OVER! woohoo! no more life science!! ah ya, but i think i screwd up my life scince paper. urgh. oh well, its over already. i was moping abt it in school on friday. haha. i'm gonna just pray for myself, that i'll do well. haha.

anyway! what i wanted to blog abt was my day! secretary's mum invited us to botanic gardens to do some CIP in the children's garden that will be opening next year if im not wrong. hehe! so for today, we went around the place to tell them what we like and don't like. oh man was it fun!! i've decided to do a picture story for you guys! eh, the onlt thing is, you gotta read from the bottm of it. heh hehe my bad.i don't know why i can't upload more than 5 photos at one tim. oh well. haha, enjoy!! =)

our beautiful mindmap of our day at botanic gardens. if only you guys could read it.

2007-04-28T23:18:00.000+08:00

me hugging this huge fake mushroom. its suppose to be a shelter for the parents. haha!
hahahahaha! secretary took this while i was climbing the rope ladder at the playground.
hehehehe. i was planning to swing from the vine i was holding. then secretary shouted "who do you think you are huh? Tarzan is it?" hahahaha
oooh! the ice-cream that secretary's mum bought for us!
back in the comfort of secretary's mum's office. aircon, soft ground and FOOD!! everybody who hasn't tried kettle chips honeu dijon mustard chips, you have not lived life to the fullest! so grab a pack now at cold storage or NTUC

2007-04-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

yap and I on this rotating "thing". haha, i really don't know what this is!! but it fun! and scary. btw, i was chewing on a sugar cane shoot while on the rotator. thats why theres that yellow spot on my face. haha
this is pretty cool too! its a teaching tool for photosynthesis. all of those things we're turning are for things like carcon dioxide and water and sunlight.its really cool!! then whatever you turn, it will perform the function stated on it! hehe!
can you belive this? how evil can these guys be? i found it on secretary's xanga. but it is funny though. haha
this is without a doubt the prettiest water lily i have ever seen!
ah, the funny tree with funny roots and funny us. haha

2007-04-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

this is our pathetic desert after lunch. the 5 of us shared these 2 small hagen daz ice-creams. secretary's mum treated us for lunch, but not for DESERT! she went away. haha
all of us hanging out while waiting for Dr Chin (secretary's mum's boss) to bring us to the children's garden.
me! with this metal man on a metal tree!
the metal tree! made out of metal people carved out!
the see-saw at the children's garden. this is the COOLEST see -saw i'e ever seen before. you have to stand at each end instead of sit!??

guess who?

2007-04-16T18:43:00.000+08:00

guess who got a crumpler from her sis and bro for her birthday which is 5 months from now??? ME! :D woohoo!
guess who peed on my bed after having a good nap on it? chucky the guinea pig. boohoo.
guess who's going back to Australia on saturday? jiejie :(
guess who died? a rat that patch (rabbit) killed.
guess who got a thong for her birthday????? JESSICA LIM SI YING!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!
guess who saw a shooting star in SINGAPORE?? i did!!! =)
guess who's obssesed with food? cousin elliot!! hehehehe.
guess who's the HOTTEST guy in singapore?? no such thing.
guess who's the HOTTEST girl in singapore?? of course it's becky right?? haha
guess who got vain after 2 months?? jiejie!! hahahaha!
guess who permed her hair??? mummy! haha
guess who laughs lyk an Italian man? GRACE CAINES!
guess who laughs lyk a little boy?? DARIUS LAM!
guess who im thinking abt now? hmm... =)

2007-04-06T17:42:00.000+08:00

hey there! =) i have so much to say! but not abt today, abt yesterday! i didn't get a chance to say it yesterday cos came back really late! haha, ok here i go!
ok, well there was school, of coarse. yes, then we left school early *woohoo* to go watch b div's last game with the sec 4s! we were against orchid park secondary school. we lost. but i don't think it's a let down. cos this year, b dic has been doing super super well! they got 2nd in west zones and we were featured in the newspaper!!!! the STRAITS TIMES!! cool isn't it? anyway, everybody was crying so much! practically everybody was crying. i think its cos we lost and they were sad this would be the last game they would play together as a b div. when i saw, i almost started crying too. haha. but they were so sad, i felt sad too. hai ya, i think next year when we have to send claire and nic they all off, im gonna cry lyk nuts. AND believe it or not, i got injuried. i wasn't even playing?? haha, but it was really funny. i was pretending to be the batter for fang, and she hit me. according to miss tan (coach), i have a slow reaction to things, and im indian. oh well. haha, half of singapore thinks i am anyway.
now to the happy part! i met secretary and charlotte back in school after the game cos secretary invited me to this coolio movie event at botanic gardens cos her mummy has something to do with it. so, COS I WAS INJURIED, we took a cab. wua lao! the cab driver talks sooooo much! he started telling us that his cab is very fast and whatever and because traffic is slow, he can't show us the speed his cab can go at. stupid. anyway, then we got to botanic gardens. it was so pretty! i didn't see that part of it before! hehehe. then secretary's mummy came down to pick us up in a BUGGY! is that how you spell it? ok, i dunno. yeah! then she drove us to the dinner place to eat! hehe! im always happy when food is concerned! haha. secretary had fish and chips, charlotte had bolognaise and i had cabonara. in the end, everybody lyked my meal and started stealing my food!!!!! ugh! but I WAS NICE AND KIND and allowed them to eat. haha. then we took a slow walk to the place where we were gonna watch the movie. it was outdoors! and everybody was in pajamas!!! but of coarse, there were the sluts who wore those kinda lingerie and showy nighties there. hai ya. but! it was still the greatest there! got picnic mats, and FOOD! a lot of food. haha, and we watched "music and lyrics" there. it really was the cooliest! oh yeah! there was this pajama contest before the movie! and this really cute couple won! they were wearing the bananas in pajamas costume!! hand made by them! HAHAHAHAHA! so cool! haha! ok then after the movie when we sat in secretary's car, there was this COCKROACH in there! it totally freaked me out! luckily secretary killed it, WITH HER FILE! hahahahaha! then it was "infected" according to her.haha, anyway, "had a great day'" is the bottom line =)

2007-04-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

this is my collection of shells! i know it look really little at the top, but it goes down waaayyyy deeeeeeep in the jar i store them in.
me and diane! she's a tennis/running/fit freak. well, thats her. haha
me and maan! oh we're so pretty! haha

haha! this is my camera bag! cool huh? i did it a t this ACJC fun fair! hehe! =)

2007-04-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

at the FOOT of the CROSS

At the foot of the cross

Where grace and suffering meet

You have shown me Your love

Through the judgment You received

And You've won my heart

Now I can

Trade these ashes in for beauty

And wear forgiveness like a crown

Coming to kiss the feet of mercy

I lay every burden down

At the foot of the cross

Where I am made complete

You have given me life

Through the death you bore for me

And You've won my heart

Now I can

Trade these ashes in for beauty

And wear forgiveness like a crown

Coming to kiss the feet of mercy

I lay every burden down

At the foot of the cross

God he Reigns

Holy One
Holy One
Al creation bows to worship

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Glory in the highest

I will sing
I will sing His praises forever

God He reigns
God He reigns
Holy is the Lord of heaven
God He reigns
God He reigns forever more

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord

2007-03-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

my saga seeds! and i collected more!
this is ONE of the MANY random pictures secretary took of me.

oh! me and secretary! i LOVE this pic! =)